Tale of three candies

Snickers, 3 Musketeers, and one fireball.

I ate these three candies in the span of an hour and a half.
It was during our ten minute break that I bought the two candy bars.
Why two you ask... well... I'm not entirely sure myself.. i mean I could of just got one and been fine. but my dollar wouldn't work in the soda machine, but it did in the candy, and wouldn't give me change back so that I could use it in the soda machine, so... i bought a snickers.. I don't know quite how this logic formed in my head, but it made sense at the time.
While walking a total of 15 feet to the elevator and the ride to the 3rd floor I downed the Musketeers bar. When I got into the classroom I ate the snickers bar in like a minute. and then my teacher passed out those red fireballs, you know.. the ones that are super powerful Cinnamon/mini jawbreakers? That lasted me about 45 minutes.. no joke and even though it burned the heck out of my tongue I think I enjoyed it more than the candy bars. I mean, I don't even remember what they tasted like. But the fireball, even though it's not my favorite type of candy... i still enjoyed it. How it got hot and then sweet, how the color came off in layers as you suck on it, how it cleared my sinuses for 30 minutes while I tried to eat it.

Here is the thing that puzzles me. Why do I eat things if I don't intend to enjoy eating them. I mean snickers.. what is there not to like? peanuts caramel nougat and chocolate, I like all those things, but swallowed them whole. It makes absolutely no sense to me that I just downed over 400 calories and didn't stop to taste just one of them. It kinda makes me mad at myself.

If your going to eat something you shouldn't be, you need to take the time to enjoy it, otherwise whats the point?

Lesson learned.

Miss J